Shame to Grace

I don't think I've really talked about the name of this blog. I "borrowed" it from a 12-step program. I hope they don't mind. But it really speaks to what we try to do in recovery. I've spent most of my life in shame. I don't say that as a victim, but just as a matter of fact. The only way to get beyond that shame is to fill that hole with something greater than ourselves. For me that includes Christ, 12-steps, family and treatment.  I have seen so much grace in our lives since beginning this journey. I've seen it in the acceptance of our family and friends who are standing beside us, the forgiveness I've received from Lisa, the opportunities we've been given to help others and especially in those who have helped us find a place in the church. So much more grace than I deserve.

While I still feel the shame fairly often, especially when I look into Lisa's eyes and see the pain I've caused and when I think about the child victims who are still suffering today, I pray that the we can share some of the grace we've received through this initiative.

God bless,
David