Does anyone have a rock I could borrow?

If only we had a crystal ball to see what our life would be like tomorrow, next week, next year or 20 years from now. I regret so much the decisions I made last year, five years ago, 10 years ago, 20 years ago, etc. They have impacted so many people. It is as if I threw a rock in the sea of my life 30 years ago and it has been sending out ripples ever since. If only I could get that rock back.
My parents, my brothers, my first wife, Lisa, my in-laws, the child pornography victims, my friends, my employers and so many others were impacted by my self-centered decisions. My hope is now that through this initiative and most importantly, the grace of God, and the support of my family and friends, I am able to stop those ripples and start some new, positive ones rolling out. Now let me go get that rock!

David